for some reason, i'm in love with silhouettes
they are magical, mystical, mysterious and beautiful at the same time.
sounds like i'm describing some cheesy/corny/sappy fairytale-romance thing but anyway.
i really love them, i do.
and i love Alice in Wonderland , and Peter Pan , and all the other childrens' classics and fairytales... i think that all my sister's Lolita fashion/affixation (sp?) has affected me too ...
keke.
anyway.
i adore the gender-bender genre. now, it's my goal to meet a boy-dressed-like-a-girl / girl-dressed-like-a-boy. now in today's society, they would probably be looked down on / shunned, i think, because of the 'gay' and 'lesbian' and 'drag' and 'crossdressers = perverts/sick in the head' way of thinking.
so i think that i'd never meet anyone like that. unless i go to the LGBT HQ , if there are any.
oh hum.
(but i've met a gay before and he was such an AWESOME friend)
anyway.
i should probably continue submitting 'work', oh lol.
but i'm stuck reading manga ;DDDDD D;
Nosatsu Junkie is currently what i'm reading, and the english scans are only up to Session 45! T.T (there are 90 chapters, i think), and Angel Diary is well...and Vanilla Ice's author/artist is sick (from 2004) and i cant find any other completed and interesting-enough gender-bender manga.
(W-Juliet is so long-winded >;@)


another thing i want to talk about is this recurring theme throughout most of the shoujo manga/manhwa i've read (Nosatsu Junkie/Vanilla Ice/ and a few others excluded).
there's this situation where in the Main Lead, be it male or female, falls in love with the Main Lead-of-the-opposite-sex (and so incidentally the prettiest/handsomest), and so this group of people, male/female, seek out the Main Lead and say stuff like
"Meet us are _____ at ____am/pm , or else!"
and then the Main Lead will HAPPILY go along with the group.
LIKE WHAT?
most of the time, the 'group' is out for revenge on the Main Lead, because the Main Lead has become the girl/boyfriend of the Main-Lead-of-the-opposite-sex, the person whom the group's leader has a crush/relationship with previously.
so, it would be a sensible notion to
1 - run away
2 - dont meet up
3 - stay in public places AT ALL TIMES (so you wont get beaten up)
and no to
1 - follow them
2 - meet up with them
3 - follow them HAPPILY and walk off with them amiably into the sunset (to get beaten up)

i'm not sure about others, but if i were so fortunate to get into a relationship with the Male-Lead and eventually get a group of people to ask me to meet up with them, i'd run away and stay in ultra crowded and public places for the next few days/weeks, even months.
and maybe i'll take up fighting lessons, too.